Stick to yourself

 There is no Pastor or Prophet that can force you to live a Godly life. It is up to you to make a change for the better.

Stich to yourself, stay strong, don't cheat yourself. Praying and worshiping God is how you are working your faith. Attending church is a great thing for it is a place of purity and holiness. God says be holy as he is . We are called Christians cause we follow Christ. we walk on his steps 

God cannot give you a tough or hard life, he ca give you happiness. Don't follow the devil. Stay true and cry unto God. He will have mercy upon your life, no matter how hard it is